I love...

Yes, well, you guys weren't that excited to give

me suggestions about what to write but I got 

few from my dear friend Niklas (<

They weren't easy ones but I'll do my best :D

He asked me to do a post about what I love but said

that I'm not allowed to write

"I love carrots"

Sad, huh? 

But to make this one more

artistic

(I have no idea what that means

but I'll give it a go)

 

...making artistic boxes and scrapbooks. 

I always feel like I make them look like me or if I'm doing

it for present to someone, like them. It's really important

to put whole heart in it so that you can see that it's been made 

with love. Like the box above for example is made for my spanish

stuff (dictionaries, notes, money for trip, meds and memories).

I named it my "Spain -box" and after my trip to there I will fulfill

it with photos and little things.

My goal is to remove all the plastic boxes from my room (there's

a lot of them) and replace them with this kind of artistic boxes.

That's how it's easier to keep the things in place.

...pleasing people. (And I know what 

you're thinking xD) But I mean that I always

want that all the people near me are happy

and I'm willing to do anything

to keep them happy and safe.

 

...photographing. And not some serious one

but taking cool pictures just for fun. 

I love it when I get a good picture from some 

tiny moment and capture something unique. 

 (also the photo below)

 

 

...smiling. The best feeling is to smile to some

stranger and to get a smile back. I always feel like

I've made someone's day. I also very often smile

at random things, because I get happy from very

simple, everyday things.

 

...romantic things. Everything that involves love 

somehow is something I can't resist.

 

...beautiful skies. And everything that

is beautiful somehow.

I just want to enjoy every second of life 

and that's why I always look for the beautiful

parts in every situation. Sometimes it's

hard, but totally worth it.

...life. It's so amazing and exciting adventure.

The best part of it is that I'll never know

where it'll take me next.

(tried to keep it brief)

xoxo

Anniina

"Sadness is but a wall between two gardens" - Gibran

"I've cried, and you'd think I'd be

better for it, but the sadness just sleeps,

and it stays in my spine

the rest of my life."

-Conor Oberst

I've been somehow quite sad lately. 

It hasn't shown from my face, because 

I'm rather good at hiding it.

At times you may see my mask slipping away

for a moment and then you can see
a blink of it.

I don't know a reason for it.
I know there are many things that

affect to it but there must also be something

else. And it worries me.

Though I've been swallowing

my tears for a few days now, 

hope keeps me going.

It's something I hold on to until

the very end.

By hoping I keep myself sane, 

so please don't judge my silly hopes.

I think it's crucial for humans to hope.

You can't simply keep going if you've lost

all the hope.

You have no reason to keep going.

I will eventually

get myself back together 

and be able to be my 

bubbly self.

Sadness, overthinking and worrying 

are just something 

my sensitive mind does 

when I'm struggling.

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Smile

   Anniina

It is not in the stars ...

...to hold our destiny

but in ourselves.

-William Shakespeare

Future seems like a big black hole to me. 

I thought I knew what I wanted from life, but suddenly

I found myself in the room full of doors.

Every single one of those doors represents an 

option in my life.

I suddenly realized that there's more than one

thing I can do and be.

But how to choose wisely?

I think the biggest problem for me is

the fear of unknown.

I'm afraid of choosing the wrong path.

I don't want to regret stupid

choices I've made

but to enjoy every second of life.

I want to do something

I really love

with people

I truly love and admire.

There's so much I want from life,

but so little I can really know

for sure

about the future.

One thing's certain;

I'm going to love with my whole heart.

"Even though the future seems so 

far away, it is actually beginning

right now"

- Mattie Stepanek

Fear not,

   Anniina