"Sadness is but a wall between two gardens" - Gibran

"I've cried, and you'd think I'd be

better for it, but the sadness just sleeps,

and it stays in my spine

the rest of my life."

-Conor Oberst

I've been somehow quite sad lately. 

It hasn't shown from my face, because 

I'm rather good at hiding it.

At times you may see my mask slipping away

for a moment and then you can see
a blink of it.

I don't know a reason for it.
I know there are many things that

affect to it but there must also be something

else. And it worries me.

Though I've been swallowing

my tears for a few days now, 

hope keeps me going.

It's something I hold on to until

the very end.

By hoping I keep myself sane, 

so please don't judge my silly hopes.

I think it's crucial for humans to hope.

You can't simply keep going if you've lost

all the hope.

You have no reason to keep going.

I will eventually

get myself back together 

and be able to be my 

bubbly self.

Sadness, overthinking and worrying 

are just something 

my sensitive mind does 

when I'm struggling.

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   Anniina