Spring is when...

...you feel like whistling

even with a shoe full of slush

-Doug Larson

Who wouldn't love spring?

Warm Wind whispers 

"Summer is coming, can you feel it?"

Sunbeams warm your back

flowers start pushing from a grey ground

And the birds

they are back

they sing

they fill the air

with their beautiful songs

Songs

that tell about

summer

and

dreams

I can feel

the joy

bubbling 

inside of me

The love

 -

I just want

to share it

with that special

someone.

Is that

too 

much 

to

ask for?

With all the love

     Anniina

"Sadness is but a wall between two gardens" - Gibran

"I've cried, and you'd think I'd be

better for it, but the sadness just sleeps,

and it stays in my spine

the rest of my life."

-Conor Oberst

I've been somehow quite sad lately. 

It hasn't shown from my face, because 

I'm rather good at hiding it.

At times you may see my mask slipping away

for a moment and then you can see
a blink of it.

I don't know a reason for it.
I know there are many things that

affect to it but there must also be something

else. And it worries me.

Though I've been swallowing

my tears for a few days now, 

hope keeps me going.

It's something I hold on to until

the very end.

By hoping I keep myself sane, 

so please don't judge my silly hopes.

I think it's crucial for humans to hope.

You can't simply keep going if you've lost

all the hope.

You have no reason to keep going.

I will eventually

get myself back together 

and be able to be my 

bubbly self.

Sadness, overthinking and worrying 

are just something 

my sensitive mind does 

when I'm struggling.

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   Anniina

It is not in the stars ...

...to hold our destiny

but in ourselves.

-William Shakespeare

Future seems like a big black hole to me. 

I thought I knew what I wanted from life, but suddenly

I found myself in the room full of doors.

Every single one of those doors represents an 

option in my life.

I suddenly realized that there's more than one

thing I can do and be.

But how to choose wisely?

I think the biggest problem for me is

the fear of unknown.

I'm afraid of choosing the wrong path.

I don't want to regret stupid

choices I've made

but to enjoy every second of life.

I want to do something

I really love

with people

I truly love and admire.

There's so much I want from life,

but so little I can really know

for sure

about the future.

One thing's certain;

I'm going to love with my whole heart.

"Even though the future seems so 

far away, it is actually beginning

right now"

- Mattie Stepanek

Fear not,

   Anniina